I Need Help Now Please! I Have To Care For

I need help now please! I have to care for a mother who I don't like and she doesn't like me! To say it bluntly I hate her! I have four other siblings with wives and grown children who don't and won't help! I need help now! My mother thinks she's a saint shes not! My brothers always take her side! Can't do it any more and soon will walk away! Need someone to step to the plate but they won't! My mother has been so selfish thru life . My husband, was black or is black but has passed, she never accepted and made my life a living hell! But she's a saint! Help me soon please! Barbara
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