I Really Need Help. My Doctors Are Not Really Understanding

I really need help. My doctors are not really understanding my issues. I know that I have a skin disease that eating me alive. I keep getting sores on my left arm, neck and face. what ever it is it's killing me. They look like worms, but when I do get them out when they surface, they grow and change, also there is hair in them that looks like a tail. I have left them alone for long periods, but they will not heal with any prescribed ointment. There is also all kinds of weird hairs, some thin and black and some look like red thorns in and around the sores. they are very painful. If I cover them it gets worse and they weep. I am so scared now I do not want to out at all. I have say that I have a wonderful family, great husband, three children, all married and eight beautiful grandchildren. To also add that I am female 62 yrs old. I have sjogrens, lupus, fibromyalgia, liver disease as well as a lot of health issues. Being tired all the time and no ambition, I have had many blood transfusions due to low hemoglobin. People have always said that I was pretty or attractive, but now I look so very ugly. If it wasn't for my family, I would not be here and really I don't want be here anymore. If I do not get any positive help, I am at the point that I wish that I would die without doing it myself . My husband and I watch Dr. Phil every night. Dr. Phil has the best words for all issues, he is always spot on and he is probably one of the kindest from GOD's gifts to us all for learning life's lessons that we all need to be reminded in our daily lives. If you read this, Thank you. P.S. chances are not likely, as I am from Ontario, Canada. I am sorry, I wasn't aware there was a fee, Unfortunately I do have a credit card, just cramps in my fingers from typing. Thanks anyway.