I Really Need Help And I Don't Know What To

I really need help and I don't know what to do I am also very young I am 14 and rubbed a towel to see if it would feel like a vagina and sure enough it did I countinued to masterbait with a towel after I was done I stood and then my penis really was hurting so I looked down it was bleeding and raw and a layer of skin was off on the head on my penis it is bleeding and watery I put aloe Vera on it then Abalone on it, for right now it doesn't hurt that bad but I am worried about infection and would rather not ask my mom what to do because my dad does not live with us, it really really really raw and watery and sticky wet, PLEASE HELP!!