I Seem To Have Recurring Mononucleosis. I Had It In

I seem to have recurring Mononucleosis. I had it in college, which seemed to be fairly common at the time and then about 15 years ago when I was 60 I was doing remodel on my house and really good type A about the project and drove everyone crazy and then out of the blue I had 1 day when I completely went down. I slept all day and I knew Immediately what it was the feeling was "mono" no doubt. Then I had a couple days before it came on and I have been down ever since. So you have any advice.? I just found out that I need 20 dollars and I only get $880.00 per month. I wish I hadn't gone through all of this for nothing. It would have been nice to know in advance that this was beyond my abilities. Not fair, really! Margy