I Snapped Femer Bone, Emergency Surgery .. I Fell Again

I snapped femer bone, emergency surgery .. I fell again twice3/14 4/14 I still am not walking on my own pain no new bone groth 6/15 when I push in on bottom lrgs both they cave in to bone it just pushes mushy in I have hives that I scratch blood out of on my body especially bottom legs shoulders arms im scared can you help me to understand.. I was in jail no outside light but im out 5/14 was in six months it happened in jail.. help me please im 50