I Take Subutex 1mg For Depression. I Also Take Three

I take Subutex 1mg for depression. I also take three norcos a day (I take sub-three time a week. I was told by my doctor today he can't write my Norco, cause I take the sub. So I can't take my sub anymore, I am scared of going in a deep depression again. I am not an addict, but as soon as you mention the word sub, automatically they look at you different, can't people educate! I am wondering if they can't make an antidepressant made from buprenorphine and call it an antidepressant. It gets me so angry, automatically they assume your an addict, which I am not, or never have been one.