I Was Born Missing 1/2 Of A Vertabre In My

I was born missing 1/2 of a vertabre in my neck. My doctor ues to put me on a round of transene when it would really start bothering me, generally once every other year or 2. We can't find Transene now and everything else we have tried makes me dizzy or worst. I am at a lost and my age now is 64. I am now also having problems with anxiety due to stress because of pain. My doctor is trying me on Ativan which I am almost done with and really isn't helping the pain nor stress. We can't find the predisone anymore and the other meds make is weak and shakey and sick at my stomach