IM 56 YEARS OLD AND IN THE WORST EMOTIONAL AND

IM 56 YEARS OLD AND IN THE WORST EMOTIONAL AND FINANCIAL POSITION OF MY LIFE. I HAVE A JOB I HATE, NO HOSPITOLIZATION, A WIFE THATS BEEN IN THE HOSPITOL MOST OF 2016, I HAVE GRANDCHILDREN AND DAUGHTERS TO HELP A LITTLE WITH MY EMOTIONS. HOWEVER I AM STRUGGLING HOURLY TO TRY NOT TO LOSE MY MIND. IM GONNA LOSE MY HOUSE, MAYBE MY JOB, AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I HAVE COLON ISSUES, PROSTATE ISSUES, MENTAL ISSUES NOW, AND SEE NO LIGHT AT THE END. I ENDED UP HERE ON THIS SIGHT BECAUSE I NOW HAVE BAD CLOUDY AND STINKY MORNING URINE. I GUESS DEPRESSION COULD BE CAUSING THIS. YOUR OPINION?