I'm 50 Yr Old Stop Deposit In Oct Now I'm

I'm 50 yr old stop deposit in Oct now I'm feeling movement kick like feeling at lower tummy rolling around all the time .can't go by periods been on deposit since 2011 got about 20 different things all point to prego done two home one er one urgent care all neg no blood or ultra sound done the feel gets worse each day they say it in my mind but hello me please want to stop making me very emotional.helppppppp