I’m A Virgin. I Have Never Had Penis And Vaginal

I’m a Virgin. I have never had Penis and vaginal intercourse. But my boyfriend has fingered me. He is alittle rough but it doesn’t usually hurt while he is doing it. The past 3 times he has done it there was alittle blood after. There was alittle blood on the toilet paper immediately after he fingered me, and then after that it is a light brown color, the light brown color only lasts a day or two. I’m only slightly in pain for a day after he fingers me which I’m assuming is because he was alittle rough. We do not use any lube. I’m worried that there is something wrong with me.