Im Anand From India, Tamilnadu. I Started My Hand Practise

Im anand from india, tamilnadu. I started my hand practise during the age 13 and now im 18 still now i cant leave... And my sperm condition is worst... Its completely liquid whenever i masturbate ..... It may be daily or weekly or monthly.... But at first my sperm will be semi liquid and healthy.... But now its flows like a water............. This will cause inbirth or unhealthy baby in my life????


And first i used to watch nude girls suddenly mymind changed towards sexy boys without hairs, brownish and fit boys.... Finally im completely changed.... I started watching gay movies from half the age of 13....but really at the begining i used to watch nude girls that to beautiful girls with light brownish colour and without hairs... I dont like black colour girls....and i dont like their vagina, i just like their breast..... These things about girls are when im straight but now im gay i dont like black colur boys same like girls..... The main concept of my problem is im not completely gay.... I love the boys those who are sexy, beautiful and handsome without black colour... I love them and i love to suck their cocks... I dont like asian boys........
Im confused that im gay or not????....
Is there any solution to change from gay to straight like normal person who attracts with girl?????......
Is gay a mental disease or genetic diease????...


Suppose being a gay i married a lady and reproduced a baby, my gayness wil spread to that baby or not???? Which means a boy baby means gay or a girl baby means lesbians????..

I diverted my mind towards girls to getrid from gayness but i cant....

And even i took several measures to maintain my sperm in a semiliquid and healthy condtion by eating healthy and natural foods but it doesnt works???....

I even gonethrough internet to solve my gay problem.... But it says that it cant be cured.... So please doctor give me a solution??

I dont like to be a gay..... I cried many times being a gay... I even thought many times to die.... Doctor so please help me...... I cant cry everyday doctor so please help me.....

Please , please , please, give me a solution!!!!!!!