Im In A Terrible Way..im Out Of Work..haave No Money

Im in a terrible way..im out of work..haave no money and will be homeless the 31st of this month..3 days..im to the point that i cant even function now..ive been looking for work since the middle of april..im 58 yo..have a 19 yr old cat..my family wd take me in but i know they dont want me..and that hurts the most..i take zoloft..and have managed not to have anxiety attacks on it..but i dont feel ill ever be normal again..i am so different than other people..and i hate it and dont know why..i am never content and its what a wish for the most..even at my age..i dont know what i want tobe when i grow up..and now its too late..i lack ambition..i have trouble keeping a job cause eventually i get so burnt out i have to call off..i kept my ladt job for 6 yrs..and one day it just seemed appropriate to leave and that God wd lead me to something better..now im terrified..i cant even tjhink im so overwhelmed..im just so alone..