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I'm Now 57, I've Been Having Therapy On And Off
I'm now 57, I've been having therapy on and off since my 20's, I accept that I have dissociative identity, and was diagnosed as such at Valerie Sinasens clinic for the study of.
I am seeing my gp tomorrow and after trying to use propranolol for two years I realise that anxiety is not a good description, what I feel sometimes is abject fear, or terror to the point I will hellucinate for 5 or ten minuets, if the abject fear or terror returns so will the hellucinations. I know what I'm seeing is not real, and just see at as 'overspill'. I probably witnessed 18 murders by the time I was 9 years old! So, I think that's more than enough for an adult let alone a child. So, trusting a new therapist, I'm seeing this new one 2nd time tomorrow afternoon, is scary indeed. I am on Mortazapine 30gm for anti depressant but the propranolol does not seem to help 'the terror's' as I call them, I have tried googling for info but it's all quite useless info. Seeing my gp tomorrow at 10am. What can you suggest for the terror's, even if it's say, for 6 months to max two years? I want to do this 'right', but am at wits end, I just sleep my life away instead as it feels the safest, but it's no life! So? I'm off to get a bit of shopping now and take myself to see a film at the cinema!
I am seeing my gp tomorrow and after trying to use propranolol for two years I realise that anxiety is not a good description, what I feel sometimes is abject fear, or terror to the point I will hellucinate for 5 or ten minuets, if the abject fear or terror returns so will the hellucinations. I know what I'm seeing is not real, and just see at as 'overspill'. I probably witnessed 18 murders by the time I was 9 years old! So, I think that's more than enough for an adult let alone a child. So, trusting a new therapist, I'm seeing this new one 2nd time tomorrow afternoon, is scary indeed. I am on Mortazapine 30gm for anti depressant but the propranolol does not seem to help 'the terror's' as I call them, I have tried googling for info but it's all quite useless info. Seeing my gp tomorrow at 10am. What can you suggest for the terror's, even if it's say, for 6 months to max two years? I want to do this 'right', but am at wits end, I just sleep my life away instead as it feels the safest, but it's no life! So? I'm off to get a bit of shopping now and take myself to see a film at the cinema!
