Im Trying To Get Help With SSI Or Disability Im

Im trying to get help with SSI or disability Im 49 have always had father issues bad parent divorce always struggled in school Ive been diagnosed with ADHD have anxiety and depression my highs are fast talker thinker I can obsereve things that most people cant read people and body language always on the go multi tasker I can think about issues days ahead and they usually happen don't know why great in sports drama activitys great social skills people person draw people me very out spoken to much being a spoles person for people no problem but English grammer and math my learning skills are below 8th grade very hyper child in school couldn't pay attention class clown always making people laugh distracted easily dropped out in 10 can not take tests I know I have LD ADHD some things I do backwards numbers or explaining directions I need to be tested cant keep jobs bored easy have restless leg syndrome what do u think is wrong