In The Last Few Years Of Dealing With Health Insurance

In the last few years of dealing with health insurance nightmare of obamacare, I've taken up smoking again and have developed a severe hatred of physicians. I think that holding the ill hostage for profit is morally offensive and I don't think it will stop until we start torturing and killing the families of physicians, in front of them (preferrably with the physician bound and gagged) - this will convey the damage done by a for-profit medical establishment. Clearly I need to realize that physicians and medical care are no longer a fundamental human right and I need to give up my sense of humanity in the service of a sick and ill medical profession. How can I get rid of my convictions and beliefs and just start believing that it is 'ok' to pay those money grubbing insurance whores in white coats?