Is Pregnancy Recommended Given The Previous History?

Hello I would really like to know if it possible for me to have another child? My first pregnancy was problem free long labour 22hrs baby delvered fine and naturally but I suffered a heamorage was quite serrious inc blood tranfusion. Second pregnancy at 5 weeks had a slight bleed then at 28 weeks developed diabieties which was diet controlled at 39 weeks developed pre eclampsia at 40 weeks I was given a sweep to bring on labour which worked then had my waters broke which then sent my blood presure through the roof and needed a injection of something and an epidural to reduce my blood pressure to deliver baby which worked! Then I heamortaged again on delivering placenta! My blood pressure then went dangerously high again and iwas under very intense care for 24 hrs! I have been told I coukd have another but I'm so totally terrifed I might die I cannot even consider sex! And currently I am being treated for a prolape and I just can't seem to get any answers for deffinate from my consultant! Please help! X x