It's Not Really A Question, I Lost My Boyfriend In

It's not really a question, I lost my boyfriend in just last October gone he's coming up on a year now.. But the day before he died I found out I was having his baby.. But 5 weeks later I lost that! I'm just looking for someone to help me get over this, or what medication would be good to take? Iv been to so many doctor and they had me on meds and they don't seem to work very well