I've Been Cold Turkey 12 Days Now From The Generic

I've been cold turkey 12 days now from the generic of Suboxone because my doctor who prescribed them to me retired and gave just one referral who just prescribes strips and not the generic tabs and I prefer the tabs and not the stips which 3 times higher in price and I 'am unable to afford them. Well on the 11th day I swallowed some Clorox thinking it was my soda water . What must I do.