I've Been On Medication Almost My Whole Life They Me

I've been on medication almost my whole life they me at 12 and do to my active sex life and drug use they placed me a state hospital till I was 19 and shortly after that I got pregnant with my first son my life changed drastically I then went to school and when my was 9 months old I met my past husband he died in 2008 we were together 13 years but we met over drugs .it was a rollercoaster of drugs in the early 30 I went onto hospitals and rehabs I was placed back on meds and I'm currently on haldol thorzine Prozac cogentin and gabpentine I don't believe I need all these drugs with person I I learn to live a life without meds it's always been take this pill for every emotion that I don't know how to cope any advice I can get is great.thank you Maria leyva I hope to hear from you