My Boyfriend And I Were Playing Around Then It Led

My boyfriend and I were playing around then it led to sex kind of he put on a condom. Attempted to enter me but he really couldn't find the opening. Later on he notices the condom ripped a little and I kind of felt fluid on my leg I'm not sure but he was near my vagina. Am I pregnant? Two days after this I had some form of cramp or pain in like my stomach or near my crotch idk. I've had some kind of clear discharge That left stains on my panties. My period supposed to start today. It hasn't as of yet. What does this mean? I'm freaking out please help