My Boyfriend Of 5 Year's And I Having An Affair.

My boyfriend of 5 year's and I having an affair. His wife lives in new York. He lives in Boston next to me. he was also my first boyfriend ever back in 1980 some how. God brought us back. Now tomorrow night he coming over. To end it ,he said he feels guilty about not giving me what I need, more time. And a phone call at night.
Please helps me keep him. I'm in love with him. He does love me to