My Doctor Got His License Revoked And Left Me Without

My doctor got his license revoked and left me without a prescriber. He had me on 8mgs of benzos-xanax AND klonipin. He also had me on 40mgs adderall. I was on suboxone ten years...about 11 months clean...I have weaned down to 3mgs/xanax a day and eliminated all other controlled substances. The emergency room is telling me to go to a detox. I cannot do that. I have a three year old. I have seven 1mg xanax left. What should I do????