Not Sure If I Am In The Right Place. I

Not sure if i am in the right place. I am a divorced mom struggling with stress, anxiety, depression and alcohol. My kids want nothing to do with me. I have lost my family. I dont have any money, a car or a job. I owe a ton of money. Can I get free help in this country to stop feeling like this and lead a happy lifestyle or is this it for me?
At one point I was happily married, a BS a great career and tons of friends. Now i have none of those.