Now I Went To The Clinic About 6-7yrs Ago N

Now I went to the clinic about 6-7yrs ago n the gave me medicine but I was smoking method n I couldn't stop n I knew the medicine wouldn't work but I was like f it n I was still smoking for bout ten years n recently I went to prison I thought I was gud but I smoked again n its like I smell like sh$% every time I smoke it ain't really shit its like I really don't know how to explain it