SIR I HAVE A PROBLEM SAME 2 DEPRESSION, SR I

SIR I HAVE A PROBLEM SAME 2 DEPRESSION,

SR I ALWAYS WITH DIFFERENT THOUGHT,

I FEEL SMTIME ANGRY, SMTIME COOL, SMTIM LAUGH(UNNECCESRLY)

WANT TO BEAT SM1 FOR OLDEST REASON, & SM NEWBORN REASON,

AS PER DR ADVICE I USE DEPRAN L (2 MONTH),SMDAY I FEEL GOOD,
AFTER I FEEL MORE & MORE PROBLEM 1.DAY DREAMING, MEMORY LOSS PROBLEM, PROBLEM IN REMEMBERING, ACCEPTING, RECEIVING, SPEECHING(LATE REPLY),

I FEEL LIKE A I AM NOT HUMAN I AM NON LIVING THING, FEEL MAD

SR PLZ HELP ME