Suggest Treatment For Borderline Personality Disorder

I have been dealing with mental illness for a very long time. I am 68 yearrs old, I have been diagnoze with Borderline Personality. I was raised in an extremely disfunctional family, I was sexually molested several times by my father as a child. I have to forgive several people. I am Canadian and watch Dr. Phil regularly. Americans get the opportunately to go for free to special centres to heal. I would appreciate the same opportunity, I feel I deserve it, I believe it would improve my life immensively.