Suggest Treatment For Depression Along With Anxiety

I feel lonely, with anxiety, low self-esteem, self harming myself, eating distorter, drugs. I don t know what to do with my life I just hate everything about it, the routine is killing me, I feel unhappy everyday unless I m drinking or using drugs but even then I cry like crazy and still feel like crack. maybe I need some therapy, anti depressant . i don t know, I just feel empty