Suggest Treatment For Purple Skin With White Spots Between Anus And Vagina

I have a purple color between my anus and vagina and it has white spots. It hurts to push when making a bowel movement and my clot has a stinging sensation when I touch it. I don t have insurance to see a gyno is there anything I can do to fix my problem.at home. I just wait the pain and discomfort to go away.