Suggest Treatment To Manage Pain After A Myocardial Infarction

Hi, I am in the master bedroom-alone. I was on a high level of Pain Meds. I was just shut off, and I went through the most horrible withdrawel and ended up in the hospital with a Myocardial Infarction. I am a retired Nurse, and I have been trying to treat myself on the medications that I have on hand . I did come across an unused Rx of Palladone 12 mg from Dr. Gregory Carter. He has moved to Spokane, WA, and I am not able to reach him about this medication. So, I went on line to research this medication before I took one. I don t want to use something that I should not use. Like I said, I was cut off, and totally crashed, with out any pain medications. THis has been the worst experience of my life. This is my first time talking to Pharmacist on line. So Dear one, where do I hit send???