To Iam1month Pregnant.my First Pregnancy . Age 25..my Husband Age30.Iam

To Iam1month pregnant.my first pregnancy . Age 25..my husband age30.Iam having disturbed. Married life.Got married on24/01/15..I have suffered from depression and I was having anxiety medicine.. yesterday only I got to know That I am pregnant.. Last. Night my husband quarrelled with me which effected me alot..excessive pain in stomach and having fever..
I am having no one to help me out.my husband is confused,, sometimes he says he wants to keep it and other times he talks about unwanted 72..he says his friend said that unwanted 72..is not having sideffect.. And will remove without performing abortion procedures.. Hearing all this it hurts me..My in laws were never supportive and they are angry with the pregnancy news of mine.. My mother in-law conceived just after 3months of her marriage.n now she is talking about my decision heartlessly . What to do.. Iam so tensed.. Last night I walk out of home(husbands home)..because unnecessarily he fights with me..and always hurt me and himself.. Whenever he fights he take out. Knife. N threatens to kill himself.. He hates my family cz they stand up against him when he hit me brutally..