Uhm.. Hi. I'm A 16 Year Old Girl And I

Uhm.. Hi. I'm a 16 year old girl and I need all the help that I can get. I am completely trapped and I hate being in my house because I feel as though it is a prison. I cannot see any of my friends outside of school and none of them can satisfy my parents. Well.. My dad really. It's march break and I can finally relax and have a life of my own but I'm not living one because I am trapped inside this house and they won't let me out. I cannot leave and I hate my life, I hate being here because I am always here with them. I work so hard, I am trying so hard, I focus all my time on school and them and there is so much pressure. I cannot explain how much tension and pain there is being around them, Well mainly my dad. My mom seems to be more understanding but my dad isn't like that. He is more demanding and controlling and my life is controlled by him. Through conversations, he yells and screams and curses. He turns to me and says "So I'm the bad guy fro wanting your success?! All you think about is your friends!" He turns the problem in a different direction and I end up feeling guilty and cruing myself away.