Was Just Looking Up Lexapro, As A Start To Researching

Was just looking up lexapro, as a start to researching my meds. I am a seventy three year old male. Have worked hard all my life. Mostly physical. My mental and physical strength is down to about eight %.
Am having an awful time communicating with Drs. My dad lived to 96 yo. Very active. I have a 34 acre farm and do not want to give up. But am led to believe that it want happen. No longer know what questions to ask. ( what color casket to order? ) PLEASE NO.