What Causes Difficulty In Penetration?

: I GOT MARRIED SIX MONTHS BEFORE. I DONT HAVE HUSBAND WIFE RELATIONSHIP. THE PROBLEM IS THAT I CAN NOT BEAR THE PAIN AT THE TIME WHEN HE STARTS PUSHING ME. I WANT TO ASK A MEDICINE BY TAKING OF WHICH I WENT SLEEPY AND HE CAN PUSH ME EASILY.DOCTOR IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL I CANT TELL YOU THE SITUATION ONLINE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE DO HELP ME..I WANT TO DEVELOP A RELATIONSHIP AITH MY HUSBAND BUT I DONT ALLOW HIM TO COME NEAR ME IN MY SENSES..PLEASE SUGGEST ME SOME MEDICINE WHICH IS ALTERNATIVE OF ANESTHESIA BY TAKING OF WHICH I WENT IN STRONG SLEEP THAT I COULDNOT FEEL THAT SOME BUDY IS DOING ANYTHING WITH ME...