What Should I Do If I Have Bipolar Disorder And Severe Depression, Feel Silenced By Others, And Am Having Suicidal Thoughts Again?

Hello. I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar1 and have suffered from Sever Depression for many years. The last couple of days I have been very emotional and that is something I havent been for several years even through the loss of my dad about 10 months ago. I recently spent 7 days in a facility after an attempted suicide and I survived. Now when I talk about my mental issues and stuff people or my family get upset with me cause I talk about it. I am so sick of being silenced. The only time I feel like I can express my feeling is in therapy and then someday I just feel like I am being shut up so they don t have to hear me. It is just driving me more and more closer to committing a successful suicide if things dont get better. What do I do..