Why Do Doctors Insist On Making Me Take Anti Psychotics

Why do doctors insist on making me take anti psychotics for my personality issues when they know clonipin has helped me in the past but obviously wont prescribe it now.I SAY I HAVE ALL THE MENTAL ILLNESSES AND AM CLEARBOYANT DUE TO MY UNGODLY SOUL TIE WITH MY DECEASED SISTER THAT WAS MURDERED IN INDIANA,{PUT IN JAIL FOR HER OWN PROTECTION ON SUICIDE WATCH} AND STILL ALLOWED OUT OF CELL AND ALLEGEDLY HUNG HER SELF IN THE CATWALK!