Yes, I Am A Chronic Pain Patient, I Have Had

Yes, I am a chronic pain patient, I have had back surgery, fibromyalgia, Ruemotiod Arthritis, ect. I was seeing a pain doctor every month, & his business got shut down without notice in Nov. I hurt constantly. I was on 4 perk 10's a day, & now I can't stand this anymore. I am raising a grandson & I am always crying. I need help now.
I can't afford to pay for an answer, I am trying not to lose my house that we have lived in 10yrs. My car is in terrible shape, The government cut my Disability Retirement & put me in a financial hardship.