Yes Please. Im Having A Deep Depression Today And I

Yes please. Im having a deep depression today and I have a lot of stress to deal with. I have had unwanted houseguests for 3 months. My husband started back smoking after having stopped for 10 years. He smokes with these people and today is actually drunk because he's been outside with them drinking almost all day. I just can't take it any more. I am turning 70 this month and I feel like my life is starting to repeat itself. I just want to take a couple of ambien and go to sleep now and sleep through the night and when I wake up it will be time for the houseguests to be out of my house and then I can try to deal with my marriage of 35 years.