Hello I Am Really Wanting To Stop Doing A Street

hello i am really wanting to stop doing a street drug but its the only thing that helps me walk and havr energy to just go upstairs and simply get dressed sometimes bcuz i have congestive heart failure for 3years now and im hard of hearing which is a very very lonely life after a having a rich social life being a stripper now im just dying and wishing my health wasnt so bad that i wish i wasnt alive to feel this pain. I the medicine doesnt help im begging for some help i hate doing the what i know is killing me from summer