Hello My Name Is Jennifer I Have Had Bad Anxiety

hello my name is jennifer i have had bad anxiety for several years off and on have been on different meds that doctors prescibe that never helped me, then years ago my old doctor retired now prescribe me alprazolam 1mg 3 daily, my life chaged i was able to feel normal again, be around a crowd of people stop getting car sickness, the feeling of having a heart attack everytime i had a panic attack went away, no i am having a hard time finding a doctor to help me because the rest of the world has abused medications&the peopel that really need it to help them live day by day&feel better are looked down upon