Hey I'm 17 And I Get Anxity And Depression And

hey I'm 17 and I get anxity and depression and I take medecine for it and I had suicide thoughts and I think this happen cause the marijuana that I some for the second time with one of my friend I feel weird fear panic and I forget stuff and I feel difrent and and when I talk I repeat and can't hear right and say to the person what you say to make sure