Hi My NAME IS SHERITA HENRY AND I HAVE EPILEPSY

hi my NAME IS SHERITA HENRY AND I HAVE EPILEPSY BIG PROBLEMS WITH SLEEP I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT AND THEN WHEN I GO TO SLEEP I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INTO TO FAR OF A DEEP SLEEP AND IT SCARES ME! I USED TO BE ABLE TO KICK MY LEG AND GET OUT OF IT NOW I CAN'T. I ACTUALLY HAVE TO FIGHT MYSELF IN MY SLEEP TO GET UP AND I FEEL DRAINED AS IF I HAD A GRANDMAL SEIZURE CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?