Hi,my Problem Is I Need Prewcribe Or Buy Some Of

hi,my problem is I need prewcribe or buy some of benzos....yeah,illegal???I think you'll tell the same...yep,you're right(I see from your face a lot of intelligence...no dodts,no EMS(can't call them or I'll be into jail for 30 days...since I stoped drink,I got some meds for 3 months,after nothing...just sufffeerriinnnn the whole time and can'even think is correctly...yeast I tought is Saturday,so did weak up my hubby...today I'm thinking is Wednesday,so pretty close...so if you can advice for me anything,let me know please,,,thanks for yur time to reading this...