I Am A Female, I Am A Body Builder, Extremely

i am a female, i am a body builder, extremely healthy
my facial structure was lean and muscular, however my neck and jaw area had started to show signs
of age , my doctor suggested a surgery to remove fat and tighten skin. As my upper facial muscles were
strong, and my once high cheek bones did not require change she stated she would not touch them.
upon my surgery i was horrified to discover my cheek bone were flat , with large lumps scattered over my face, i am not able to smile and it appears my facial muscles have been severed, my neck now hangs with a
lumpy scar under chin. When i ask the surgeon she says she has no answers. it has been 10 months now
and i dont know what to do .... at the risk of being shallow i paid for a youthfull appearance, i now look
much older and i am quite deformed.... what do i do