I Have A Very Bad Crooked Spine, Turned Sideways With

i have a very bad crooked spine, turned sideways with rods and screws and very bad nerve damage due to failed back surgery syndrome. plus i have scleroderma,crest synd, raynauds, fibromyalgia, just to name a a few. i have been on pain medication in the past before surgery. Oxycontin, percocet, even morphine. but since I've had my back surgery. surgery i can not find a doctor to give me anything. why is this and where can i go to find a doctor that will. i hope you don't charge for this. if you do i can't pay. and this has been a waste of time.
thanks, Virginia a. you are asking for a payment. i have already stating i am very disabled and can not afford to pay you. if you can not work with this . please close down.