I Have Been Getting Paxil From A Friend. I Had

i have been getting paxil from a friend. i had zoloft in the past and i know how depressed i get without it. i have 1 weeks worth left and im panicking bc i cannot get more. i have no insurance and i dont even know where to go. when i run out, it feels like the world is crashing. i was diagnosed manic depressive about 13 years ago.