I Just Found Out Last Week That The Doctor Who

i just found out last week that the doctor who did my colonoscopy found 11 polyps and when finished
i ended up with just a quarter inch of a colon left, and diarreah is running all the time wearing 2 diapers
no explanation from the gastro, doc. and being miss led telling me i had c diff will i ever get better, it is
debilitation where i can't go to any family functions with out an accident and if sitting it comes up my back
upon the outside of my clothes