I Suffer From Chronic Pain ,i Dont Know What To

i suffer from chronic pain ,i dont know what to do...i am haveing a hard time findein a Dr, that will give pain meds.. this problem has been going on since i got hurt at work,i was a home health nurses aid. I hurt my neck had surgery,went back to work got hurt again,myneck differnt location,long story shorthad to go on SSD. I HAVE NO LIFE. I'm divorced by my self cause of the chronic pain i live with everyday,i am at my last draw..I don't know what to do..please help me..