Im A 41 Yr Old Woman Who Has Suffered Horrific

im a 41 yr old woman who has suffered horrific physical, verbal, and emotional abuse to the extreme. I lost my sense of smell and taste due to a hit to the head. Severe memory loss and my vision is going bad fast. i was robbed at gunpoint and if the abuse wasnt enuf, having a gun pointed at my face just tottally ruined my life. i have secluded myself to one bedroom of the house and never leave.