Im Trying To Cold Turkey From 10mg Of Methadone. Its

im trying to cold turkey from 10mg of methadone. its making me have seizures. ive been tested for epilepsy and im not. not on anything else. medacaid wont take me at a clinic because its ab hour away and i have no drivers license. hospital says theyll call rehab for a bed but ill be turned down for high risk due to seizures. so im in a circle with no help. i feel xanax could help me. just one script to help for this first tough month. but im treated like an addict. im out of options and losing it. what can i do?i know im screwed im trying to pass time searching for impossible answers