My Name Is Sandra Myre And I Live In Colorado

my name is Sandra Myre and I live in Colorado I suffer from something no has diagnosed yet and it is nerve damage to my fingers its like glass growing up outside and its excruciating pain some weeks I just want to die my value of life has went down in the last two years and I am tired of not knowing what it is and what I can do to make it quit hurting. It is ALSO effecting my daughter but not as bad yet so what do I do